Feb 4, 2011 - Uncategorized    11 Comments

Get cruel or get out.

Earlier this week, I wrote a post about how a 17 year old boy was arrested under Blasphemy ordinance for writing unpleasant remarks about the prophet. 

Most newspapers just reported the same brief report that he wrote something in the papers which lead to his arrest but Rabia Ali of The News is perhaps the first reporter who bothered to visit the boy and presented a humanized image of a conflicted teenager who fears for his own safety – even inside the prison – and is burdened with guilt for bring trouble to his mother and siblings. 
This is his story as narrated in The News
Constantly shivering, the 17-year-old student accused of writing objectionable comments in his first-year examination papers speaks in a very low voice.

“I was mentally disturbed. I was unaware of what I was doing. It was all unintentional.”
Tears well up in his eyes and he looks down on the floor, thinking of what would happen if he was ever to leave the juvenile jail — his current home.

“I don’t feel safe here either. I have been isolated from the rest of the inmates and I’m scared to tell them about the charges against me. They still don’t know why I’m here. Outside, I know it would be much worse. I would have to change my name, and maybe my identity.”

The student was sent to the juvenile prison on judicial remand till February 11 for allegedly writing blasphemous remarks in the answer-sheets on the complaint of the Board of Intermediate Education (BIEK). He was arrested on January 28 and presented before the court next day.

But what he did, he claims, is greatly linked to some past incidents. His father’s death devastated his life and his cousins influenced his religious beliefs. These and other happenings, the boy says, misled him into writing the offending remarks.

The lean-framed teenager repeats: “I was under severe mental stress, and whatever I did was unintentional. I did not mean it, and I deeply regret what I did.”

“In 2008, my father who was working in the air force passed away. I was traumatized. Being the eldest of my siblings, I felt a huge responsibility on my shoulders to support the family,” he wipes the sweat off his brow.
The family went into financial straits, surviving on the pension of the deceased.

“I wanted to get good grades and a good job to earn a living for my family. When I got 69 percent marks in Matric, I was very upset. Since my father’s death, I’ve been under so much stress. I can’t stop shivering since then.”

When Sami’s cousins from Norway paid him a visit, they worsened his mental condition. “I used to pray five times a day and recite the Holy Quran. But when my cousins came, they influenced my beliefs and discouraged me from following the religion.”
It was a hard phase, Sami believes. A fight was taking place inside him — between good and bad, right and wrong.
“I was double minded and confused about a lot of things. Whether what my cousins are saying is true, or what I’ve been practicing all my life. During my first-year exam last year, I did not know what I was writing in the paper. It was unintentional.”

When the pre-engineering results were announced in November, Sami Ullah’s result had been withheld. He knew there was something wrong. After 10 months, in January this year, the Intermediate Board broke its silence and issued him a show-cause notice, followed by a visit by the controller examinations and his colleagues. They asked the boy to write an apology.

“They told me to write an apology and asked me to confess to my crime. I thought that after my apology, they would understand my mental status and would forgive me. I was wrong. They rather filed an FIR at the Shahra-e-Noor Jahan police station.”

On January 28, he was arrested, thrashed and beaten up the whole night at the police station, before being brought to the jail. My family says that they are not being threatened, but I know things will become difficult for them soon. For the time being, my neighbours are supporting my family.”

It was the boy’s neck or mine

Commenting on the case of Sami Ullah, Chairman Intermediate Board of Karachi Anwar Ahmed Zai admitted that he was aware of the severe repercussions of the case.

“It was the boy’s neck or mine. I was aware of the harsh consequences which the boy and his family would have to go through, but we could not do anything. Our legal adviser advised us to take action against the boy, or else we would be in hot water. The professor who checked the papers had sent reports about the incident to other places. My hands were tied.”

When Controller of Examinations BIEK Agha Akber Mirza, also the complainant in the case, was asked as to why the board decided to take action 10 months after the incident, he said that the papers were checked in September and then an Unfair Means Committee investigated the matter to verify Sami Ullah’s writing.
He said that the boy had apologised, but still they had to highlight the case due to its sensitive nature. “The crime is severe.”

Need for psychiatric evaluation

Human rights activists and psychologists have called for a psychiatric evaluation of the accused boy, saying Sami seems to be suffering from a mental disorder.

Prominent psychiatrist Prof S Haroon Ahmed told The News the boy might be suffering from Obsessive Compulsion Disorder, in which an idea against the person’s belief system keeps recurring in his mind. Such extreme thoughts can torture him with guilt and depression.

“Such thoughts could also be against one’s religion. The person is fearful of disclosing such thoughts in public, and due to the fear and guilt, is compelled to divulge them. In this case, the boy wrote them down. I suggest that a psychiatric evaluation of the boy is carried out.”

Representatives of the Society for the Protection of the Rights of the Child (SPARC), who have also visited the boy, called for establishing a medical examination board to assess the boy’s mental status. “Sami Ullah is mentally disturbed. We demand that a board should be set up, and he be examined thoroughly.”

My heart goes out for this boy who has a dark and dangerous future ahead of him. What kind of a sick and twisted society we are that we get high by maligning and physically beating a teenage boy. What kind of cruelty compels us to go all vigilantes on poor unsuspecting victims? We are a nation of flesh eating vultures who are just waiting for someone to commit a folly (which in this case is holding an opinion which is different from the majority) so that they can torn apart. The way things are going; soon there would no room for compassion and camaraderie among human beings. There will be just tormentors and sufferers. If you are vindictive and malicious, you are quite at home but if you are empathetic and considerate, there is no room for you. The message is clear: get cruel or get out. 
For those who inflict this in the name of religion should know that a religion – any religion for that matter – is not just a sum of rituals and calls for love and compassion for fellow humans.
Dard-e-dil ke wastay paida kiya insaan ko,
Warna ta’aat ke liye kuch kam na thay karr-o-biyan 
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  • I am not a Pakistani nor a Muslim but the young man and his family are in my prayers. And the reporter wrote a good article, a very good article. It is refreshing to see humanity in writing.

  • The best opinion I’ve heard on this matter so far. My heart goes out to the poor boy, wish I had the power to help at the moment. Makes one wonder what kind of sick twisted animals we are.

  • Sigh, this is why you need to have a dagger (or TT), or its psychological equivalent hidden in your sleeve when dealing with Pakistanis. Karachi Khatmal can tell you more about the inherent contradictions and self destructive capacities within Pakistanis. You’ve writtent the right thing on this Tazeen. What I wish someone would have done would be file a counter-blasphemy complaint against the anal retentive bureaucratic fuckup of a Prof who originally complained about this poor kid.

    This phrase is downright Stalinist:

    It was the boy’s neck or mine.

    Welcome to our faith based dystopia for the Urdu Medium class. At least you or I can escape into English, the Urdu medium based are stuck here. In many ways this was planned by the English Medium bastard that Zia was (and his equivalent English Medium allies). Bastards.

    And poor Sami.

    When it comes to the abuse of the blasphemy law (and any use is practically an abuse) one has to take the Mutually Assured Destruction approach with it. Anyone Drops the Blasphemy bomb against you, you register a counter case against them.
    But we do have a clear villain in this story:

    The professor who checked the papers had sent reports about the incident to other places

    What is the name of this bureaucratic scum? Because he deserves a blasphemy case lodged against him.

  • Bonjour Tazeen,

    The real tragic in all this is that religion – any religion – is just a human phantasy, like the Harry Potter stories. Thus blasphemy is a kind of insult of nothingness.

    I realized that nobody dared to mention what the boy actually said, I imagine for fear to get accused as well for the same “crime”.

    May I cite Albert Einstein “Only human stupidity gives an idea what infinity really means”.


  • There was no blasmphemy law when prophet was alive. His detractors ridiculed him, calling all sorts of things, no law was declared. Nothing in Quran. What is happening in Pakistan is degradation of mind of the worst type.
    You have summed it up well in the phrase ‘get cruel or get out’.
    My prayers for Sami and all those sufferers of these draconian torments.
    And two thumb up for Rabia for writing this fine piece to report and reveal …

  • Georg, fashionable atheism is of no use.

  • meanwhile.. on the other side of the border (not that it exists on the internet.. but still)


  • Tazeen,I have just noticed in ur previous article that u have written PBUH after Prophet Muhammed.And in the bottom of this one u have quoted some urdu medium mazhabi shair.Have u “reverted” back to Islam?LOlzz.

    Well,faith is a personal matter but honestly, going through ur blog i have never got the feeling that u r even remotely religious(islamic).u sound pretty much “agnostic” kinda “leftish” leftist to me.ain’t u?(just curious).If u are then i am afraid “Qadirism” is already creating its impact…lolzz.
    Qadiris caravan is pretty much on the move.verily, we are screwed.


  • Until we as a society refuse to look into the mirror such cases will continue to occur. Religious repression is nothing new in Pk and will continue to happen until we as a society separate the mosque from state. Right now even our laws are a hodge podge where the law brought into effect by a dictator is called gods law.

    These touter’s of Islam forget that our prophet (PBUH) was stoned till his shoes were filled with blood but he still prayed for the salvation of his assailants..let alone assault them back.

  • yaar this is extremely sad!!there is no end to hypocrisy in pakistan!!do you know what became of the boy??i wish i had some sort of bureaucratic power,i don’t understand how we can contribute to put an end to this madness!n that spineless idiot who said “it was his neck or mine”!to burden someone so young seemed so judicious!pathetic!

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